I went to a girls 1br apartment to hook up with her for the first time, and I went to use the restroom first. When I got in there the toilet lid was closed so I open it and I am greeted with an absolute unit of a turd left in the toilet. This attempt on my innocence has left me scarred and traumatized. I can’t get it out of my head. I know it’s normal to take fat honkers but Jesus, I just can’t unsee it man. I still smashed but then immediately went home and cried. But I will never again not flush before opening a closed toilet lid.